TBH. I’ve been a fan of EXO this January year 2014. I don’t know where I’ve been. I don’t know what took me so long. It’s been 2 years. They’ve been making history for 2 years and for 2 years they’ve accomplished a lot.
I am literally crying right now while typing this
because of the msgs i saw on twitter. I was watching the MV of Growl on MYX, when I saw this guy saying ” Yow okay”. Some of my internet friends are fans of EXO. That’s why I’m familiar with their group. But during the celebration of New Year, I don’t know what’s gotten into me. I researched about them. That’s when I found out that the “yow okay” guy is named Huang Zi Tao. Then I just see myself spazzing them, watching their vids, waiting for their comeback, saving thousand of pictures. I didn’t know that a “yow okay” guy can change my life.
Yes, they don’t know me. They don’t even know I exist. But I learned a lot from them. One thing is, they taught me to strive more & work harder in order for me to reach my dreams. The wise advise from Kai to study harder. The touching message of Chen
(which you can see from my description)and many more. I won’t forget those.
Yes, I’ve liked them because of their attractive looks. But the reason why I loved them is because of their own personalities and attitudes. All I ever wanted was to see them smiling. I wanted them to be happy. I wanted them to successful. Because just seeing them like that DAMN! I would be really happy and proud as well.
Being an exostan/exotic/fangirl is damn hard. You’ll encounter many problems, issues and rumors. I know almost everything about him, but he doesn’t even know my first name. Realizing that you won’t have the chance to be recognized/noticed by them. And being not that rich to buy their albums and go to their concert. Sometimes you’ll also hate yourself for not being pretty, pale and perfect for your bias. Then there’s this time that you feel like giving up and that awful and exhausted feeling that it’s very tiring to be their fan. But whatever problem i’ve mentioned I managed and chose to be with them/continue supporting them. Because just like what Xiumin Hyung @ EXOST last episode.”To me, EXO is.. the other half of me, that I can’t live without”
I’m typing this even if I know that they won’t be able to read or see this. I’m just one of their fans. I’m just a normal fangirl dreaming and hoping that someday I’ll have the chance to meet them and be noticed and recognized them. I’m just a normal fangirl loving and supporting them. I’m just a normal fangirl. Oh wait I’m not normal. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA We’re aliens right?
Okay stop the drama.
Thank you EXO. Thank you for being my inspiration. Thank you for teaching me a lot of things. Thank you for teaching me to strive more &work harder in order for me to reach my dreams. You guys have shown me what’s the true meaning of working hard towards your dreams MUSIC definitely has no language barrier. We’ll keep supporting you until the end. More power! Take care and please take rest whenever you have time! We love you. Exo hwaiting! Kamsahamnida. Saranghaeyo/Saranghae.
Xie xie. Wo yong yuan bu duan de ai ni ( I love you forever and always)
PS To those oldies or the long time fans of exo. I’m not acting like I’ve known exo for 10000 years. I admit that I’ve been their fan just this january. I know that I’ve got so much to learn about them. I respect you and admire you guys. You guys are also an inspiration to keep supporting and loving EXO. Together let’s support and love EXO <3 Hwaiting!